Friday, December 31, 2010

GOODbye 2010 and welcome 2011

waw, ga kerasa ya tahun 2010 udh mau pulang dan diganti oleh tahun 2011 :) hmm, apa aja yah yg udh gw lalui selama tahun 2010? gw mau mereview ah, yg pasti 2010 itu bulan paling terberat deh . tp amin gw masih bisa laluin. jadi ada apa aja ya?

Januari : bulan ini lah saat tersusah gw dimana gw perlu waktu yg lama buat gw bisa tersenyum kayak dulu lagi. gw tau pasti bisa, dan TA-DA :) :) tapi gw bersyukur, pengalaman bertambah dan gw berterimakasih kan gada org yg sempurna di dunia ini. gw aja sering buat salah :) januari - gleen fredly.

Febuari : bulan penuh ketegangan buat gw, hmm gimana ya tiada hari tanpa belajar. astaga, belajar terus yaa namanya jg udh semakin deket sama UAN ya, pasti bawaanya yaa tegang terus :) tapi belajar itu sangat menyenangkan jg :) sampe gw lupa kalo bulan feb ada hari valentine. huyuhhhh.

Maret : ini bulan penuh pengharapan banget. disini lah hasil belajar gw selama 3 tahun bakal diuji coba. setiap keluar dari ruang ujian gw pasti menghela napas yang panjang :) dan ternyata emg bener ya kalo kita udh belajar. pasti bisa ngerjain nya tinggal dibantu iman aja sama Tuhan :) :) haha gw jadi inget kata guru gw "jgn pernah minta sama Tuhan supaya ujiannya gampang, tapi minta supaya dia mau menyertai kita selama ujian" ahhh bener banget :D :D

April : di bulan ini pengalaman gw bertambah banyak banget. karena tanggal 13 april gw udh mulai kerja di RWKG :) wahh emang enak ya kalo bisa nyibukin diri sesibuk mungkin. emang sih cape nya terasa banget tp ttp lah seneng nya pun jg berasa banget. kalo ga salah di bulan ini gw dikasih tau deh kalo gw itu lulus :) :) wahh betapa senang nya gw. :D gw bisa buat ortu gw seneng juga :)

Mei : kayak nya di bulan ini gada sesuatu yg special deh, gw cm ngejalanin hidup gw secara biasa2 aja. tanpa ada sesuatu yg wah :) eh tapi kalo ga salah di bulan mei ini gw mulai deket sama seseorang. yaa mgkn kalo mengikuti blog gw mgkn kalian tau siapa orang nya :) :) kalo ga salah di bulan mei ini gw ikut dance bareng tita dan 2 org temen gw. cm buat nyari kesibukan semata sih, haha :D dan cape nya ga nahan. kayak na dibulan ini jg gw mulai deket sama angga :) nice to know you angga :)

Juni : yaa juni, di bulan juni ini temen gw makin bertambah ga cm 1, memang ya punya banyak temen itu enak tapi jgn sampe ngelupain temen lama :) haha di bulan ini gw lalui kyk na masih penuh dengan cara yg sama sibuk ato sebenernya sok sibuk? hahaha, apapun gw jalanin :)

July : ini bulan jg buat gw sedih, salah satu temen gw ada yg mesti pergi ke malay untuk kuliah. asli sedih gw, temen gw yg selalu nyuport gw dikala gw sedih banget. temen gw yg bs bikin gw ketawa bahkan gila sampe gw lupa akan semua masalah2 gw. tp gw tau dia kan pergi utk selama nya. gw bakal doain dia yg terbaik :)

Agustus : hmm, agustus ya? ahh gw paling sebel bulan ini, dimana orang2 udh mulai kuliah enak banget sedangkan gw? astaga masih bulan september masuk nya -___- jadi dibulan ini gw masih disibukan oleh kerjaan, hmm di bulan ini gw udh mulai pake bb lho hahaha dan mulai menjadi autis :P gw jg bangga beli pake uang sendiri gitu :) thanks to yunita :) :) gw jadi kenal sama clairine diana haliman dia ini temen nya laura dan sherin :) oh ia di bulan ini gw jg udh membuat sesuatu kejahatan, yaa ga usah diceritakan deh. intinya disini gw diomelin sama laura, tapi makasi ya udh bantu gw :)

September : wah ini bulan yg ditunggu2 dimana gw akan mulai kuliah gw, tp akhir bulan september sih gw baru mulai ospek. dan ini bulan tersedih gw jg. gw harus berhenti dari RW :( gila rasanya tuh hidup gw mulai kosong sepi bosen banget. karena diawal bulan gw udh berenti. yaa tapi pas ospek dimulai, beh asli!!gw seneng banget bisa kenal sama banyak orang, muka2 baru meskipun gw masuk ibii yg ada gw malah reunian SD, SMP, sama SMK hahahaha banyak banget temen gw yang masuk ibii :) disini selama 4hari, gw seneng banget bisa kenal sama pengayom gw. betapa beruntung nya gw. oh ia awal bulan september ini gw, gw bertemu sama luis :) haha yaa nice to know you, but .. hmmm, yaa pokok nya begitu lah :) disini kejadian pertama gw sakit hati.

Oktober : nah dibulan ini gw udh mulai merasakan jadi seorang mahasiswi ni, ternyata kuliah itu enak jg yaa santai, tp gw ga boleh terlalu santai jg bs bleber semuanya hahaha oh ia disini gw tau kalo waktu kuliah gw itu sangat mendukung gw utk kembali kerja di RW jadi waktu mama nanya sama bos RW boleh ga gw kerja lagi dan ternyata jawabannya boleh :) yaa lumayan lah gw jadi ga usah minta uang jajan lagi kan :) dan jadwal gw kembali menjadi super sibuk :) dan gw jadi susah bersosialisasi dengan temen2 baru gw. karena gw ga bs diajak jalan kalo pulang kuliah :( padahal gw pengen. tp gpp deh, masih bisa next time dan utg nya lagi temen2 gw masih bs deket sama gw :) yaa meskipun kadang topik pembicaraannya gw kurang mengerti :) oh ia disini gw mulai deket sama marsya. :) jadi sering bbm-an. di bulan ini kejadian kedua gw sakit hati.

November : this is my month :) haha asli gw amat sangat super duper bahagia banget di bulan ini. gimana ga ? disini org2 terdekat gw dateng ke ibii buat ngerayain ultah gw dan gw sangat amat syok :) :) dan pas malem nya laura, sherin, CL, dan wenny dateng ke rumah gw buat ngerayain ultah gw HAISH GW SENENG BANGET emg sih ga dirayain sama someone special, tapi temen2 gw buat gw merasa gw cukup oh ga, tp amat bahagia :) tp disini ada masa2 gw sempet sedih yaitu ketiga kalinya gw sakti hati.

Desember : haha, ini keempat kalinya gw sakit hati, yg pasti disini gw tau, tau banget apa yg mesti gw lakuin kalo gw sampe kejadian kyk gini lagi. tapi amit2 deh :) dan di bulan ini gw mempunyai 2 quote yg bagus. pertama "I'm afraid on putting too much feeling on any single thing.. Cause i've been hurt before like i'm aware of being hurt again." dan "the good things come to those who wait and try to get it" kayak nya utk bulan desember gw cm bs bercerita segini aja deh :)

yaa jadi gw berharap semoga di tahun 2011 ini gw ga akan merasa hal yg sama dengan tahun 2010. oh ia tadi gw sempet baca 1 quote lagi "thanks to those who left me. they made me realize that nothing lasts forever" bagus kan?

gw banyak berharap banget di tahun 2011 ini gw bs lebih selective lagi, bknnya gw org yg suka milih-milih atau banyak maunya, tapi gw lebih selective kepada org yg bs menjamin gw ga akan menyesal udh milih dia. karena gw amat sangat takut sekali kalo sampe salah utk yg kelima kali nya -_____-

oh ia secara perlahan gw udh mulai ninggalin dunia facebook lho dan mgkn gw jg akan mulai berusaha utk stop di twitter :) *tp kalo twitter kyk na susah, abis udh kayak diary berjalan gw sih :(*

Thursday, December 30, 2010

how to start ?

"How I try to express what's been troublin' my mind but still can't find the words "

i just dont wanna lose this feeling :(
but for my goodness, i must do this. errase everything and try to stop thinking about you. i cant follow my ego. maybe the words of "good things come to those who wait" unable in my life. good things come to those who always try and try to get it.
i've ever felt this feeling before and its very hurts. really, i hate myself. very weak!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

am i ?

all i want to say is "sorry i must do that."

yap, i must do that, do many things. because every single things about you. its like a poisson, drug, or wine. i can't hope too much and i don't want being a childish anymore. in fact, i know i can do this, life must go on with or without you. :)

untuk kesekian kalinya, harus begini lagi. menerima dan melepaskan. tp semua yg gw lakuin sekarang membuat gw tambah mengerti.

keep smiling :)

unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.


Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Happy Mother's Day :)

December 22, 2010 :)
Happy Mother's Day, well i just wanna say "i love you mom, really love you. when i grow up, i'll be like you. you're my super-duper-HERO for my life and my best friend ever. someday, i'll make you proud of me :)"
im sorry mom for anything, make you angry or sad. that's my bad. :( but im trying to make you happy :D

i love you too, dad :)
with love
your child.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Loving You - Minnie Riperton

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

This Girl

There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)


Verse:
Love you cause you are, every single star
In the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
Special gift from Jah, wherever you are
Girl you got more presence than a hundred santa
clauses,
And I know (I know) we’ll stand together when the world
falls down
And I know (I know) that our forever’s gonna start
right now, yeah

Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

These are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you’re ever missing me just listen to this song
And you know (you know) we lay together when the sun
goes down
And I know (I know) still be together when it comes
back ’round (back round,
yeah)


Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor

Outro:
Girl give me everything I need
She’s there every time I call upon her, ya know?
My Girl, it’s Laza…

Thursday, December 16, 2010

read this

pertama : SILENT IS GOLD, entah kenapa gw pengen nulis kalimat ini. tapi gw jg harus menerapkan dalam kehidupan gw ttg kata2 ini.

kedua : gw baru mau cerita hari ini gw nyobain coy pan, haha agak aneh ya kalo org cina tapi belom pernah makan ni jenis makanan :) tp asli deh, gw masih bisa mengingat gimana citra rasa tuh makanan di mulut gw. dan gw berminat utk membelinya besok :D
ternyata di dunia ini masih banyak yg belom gw makan, gw belom nyobain rawon, hmm apalagi ya? banyak deh, nampak nya gw mesti kuliner dan gw akan mencari org buat nemenin gw makan :D ayo santhy hilangkan sifat pilih memilih makanan dalam hidup mu!!!

ketiga : sebentar lagi natal, gw bener2 amat sangat menunggu sekali datangnya natal dan tahun baru, gw amat sangat berharap tahun 2011 menjadi tahun yang lebih bermanfaat buat gw, buat keluarga gw dan buat org disekitar gw. mgkn karena di dalam tahun 2011 terdapat angka 11 kali ya, jadi gw sangat amat bersemangat. semoga kuliah gw jg berjalan dengan lancar di tahun 2011. udh berencana ngapain aja ya di tahun 2011 ? hmm apa yang kalian raih di tahun 2011 ? dan bagaiman kesan2 pada tahun 2010 ? apakah penuh dengan warna ? semoga temen gw yang pny bad habbit, bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi di tahun 2011 :) semoga gw tidak akan merasakan pahit nya percintaan lagi di tahun 2011. amin amin. :)
malam tahun baru gw mungkin akan gw habiskan di rumah temen gw, mau BBQ-an katanya tp kurang tau jg deh. gw jg pengen bareng keluarga :(

keempat : setelah liburan natal + tahun baru, ada halangan yg harus gw tempuh yaitu UAS aaa oh no -_____- gw harus mulai belajar 2x bahkan 3x lebih keras dari sebelumnya. dear God, please erase my laziness -____-

cukup empat macam topik yang mau gw ceritakan, so, what's your plan ? :)
tell me. :D
share your experince :D

Thursday, December 9, 2010

someone who lives in my heart - all 4 one :)

Last night I dream that you were beside me
It seems so real that I cried
When you've touched me
You’re my angel
And you've given me wings

And I fly away with you wherever you go
Cause you filled my heart and you captured my soul
And baby i want you to know

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

And I know there's a million stars between us
But that won't stop my longing
To hold you and to kiss you
How I love you

And I'll find my way to you wherever you are
Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart
And your love will carry me on

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Here in my arms,were you should be
Cause your love that makes me believe
That nothing or no one can tear us apart cause baby your in my heart

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Monday, December 6, 2010

even we are far away, but you still my best friend

duh kenapa ya ? kok gw merasa ada yg berbeda :( mendadak di kontak bbm gw, ada yg ilang :( haish kenapa ni :(
mendadak sedih gw :(